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last night was pretty great. richie came over, and heather and mike were home the majority of the time. somehow my mario party 4 got misplaced while it was at mike's work, so he bought me mario party 7 to replace it! we bought a bunch of other games too cause they were used so they were really cheap, like less than $20 each. so we got fucked up and played some wrestling game with everyone vs each other that was pretty crazy. then mario party 7, which is even more fun than mario party 4. i can't even describe how fucked up i was. towards the end of the night i only remember bits and pieces. i don't remember finishing playing mario party (did we finish the game, richie?), and we watched "anchorman" which i don't remember either, but i've seen it enough times to know everything that happens in it (did we finish watching that, richie? lol). it was so nice being able to sleep in with richie. usually we gotta set the alarm all early cause he has to go to work. we got to just lay around and snuggle and yuki snuggled with us. stuff like that makes me infinitely happy :)
today is thanksgiving and i'm really not excited about it at all. growing up, it was always the day we celebrated my birthday with my family since its so close to it. as time goes on, there's less and less people together. i'd be surprised if anyone else is at my parents' house today except my grandmother. my family doesn't even get along anymore, and everyone's got more important things to do than see each other. its pretty depressing when you compare how things are now to how things used to be. we used to be really close. when we were kids we used to look forward to the holidays because we could see our cousins and we always had so much fun together. now heather and i don't even wanna be around breanna. my mom's sisters aren't close at all anymore. they don't even talk to their brother cause he's a fuck up. holidays are the time i miss breanna the most. i wish things didn't have to be this way. she has the power to fix it, she just chooses not to. i guess i should be thankful my immediate family is so great, and my grandmother. my mom, stepfather, sister, and grandmom are all awesome, they'd do anything for you, and i love them. i haven't even talked to my dad in a month or two. i don't get him, he talks about wanting us to be around more but he doesn't make the effort either. i tried calling him for his birthday and couldn't get ahold of him, that was november 4. i would have thought he would call us to ask if we're gonna be around for thanksgiving. whatever, i don't even care. its easier to just go to my mom's house and see the people who do make the effort daily, i don't feel like driving all around today anyway.
today is thanksgiving and i'm really not excited about it at all. growing up, it was always the day we celebrated my birthday with my family since its so close to it. as time goes on, there's less and less people together. i'd be surprised if anyone else is at my parents' house today except my grandmother. my family doesn't even get along anymore, and everyone's got more important things to do than see each other. its pretty depressing when you compare how things are now to how things used to be. we used to be really close. when we were kids we used to look forward to the holidays because we could see our cousins and we always had so much fun together. now heather and i don't even wanna be around breanna. my mom's sisters aren't close at all anymore. they don't even talk to their brother cause he's a fuck up. holidays are the time i miss breanna the most. i wish things didn't have to be this way. she has the power to fix it, she just chooses not to. i guess i should be thankful my immediate family is so great, and my grandmother. my mom, stepfather, sister, and grandmom are all awesome, they'd do anything for you, and i love them. i haven't even talked to my dad in a month or two. i don't get him, he talks about wanting us to be around more but he doesn't make the effort either. i tried calling him for his birthday and couldn't get ahold of him, that was november 4. i would have thought he would call us to ask if we're gonna be around for thanksgiving. whatever, i don't even care. its easier to just go to my mom's house and see the people who do make the effort daily, i don't feel like driving all around today anyway.