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so i left work on saturday morning to go to patient first since i've had pain in my mid/lower back since tuesday and i never did anything to hurt myself and it wasn't getting any better no matter what i took, and heat didn't help either. patient first made me wait like 3 hours, and all they can figure out is it's my kidneys, but they can't find any kidney stones on the x-ray, and they tested my urine too and nothing. so basically they told me they can't do anything, i have to see my primary care doctor (i have no idea who that even is yet i just got new insurance), and they gave me vicodin for the pain. but obviously i can't work when i'm all fucked up on pain pills. so i need to get this figured out fast.
it's richie's birthday now, it just turned monday. we're having a party here for him. went to dinner with his family today for it. it snowed like holy hell today, that didn't make me too happy. i just want to get better and make richie's day wonderful. and i'm a bad girlfriend because i wasn't paying attention to the time, i was listing stuff on ebay and let it be his bday for 20 minutes before i even noticed and said happy bday to him. he didn't say i was a bad girlfriend but i feel dumb, i'm all doped up and have no motivation to do anything on these things. they make me super sleepy too. blehhhhh
it's richie's birthday now, it just turned monday. we're having a party here for him. went to dinner with his family today for it. it snowed like holy hell today, that didn't make me too happy. i just want to get better and make richie's day wonderful. and i'm a bad girlfriend because i wasn't paying attention to the time, i was listing stuff on ebay and let it be his bday for 20 minutes before i even noticed and said happy bday to him. he didn't say i was a bad girlfriend but i feel dumb, i'm all doped up and have no motivation to do anything on these things. they make me super sleepy too. blehhhhh