Recent Updates...
These past few day had been... different, and I am truly and extremely happy because of what happened these past few days, Maria has more confidence in me... enough confidence that she even wants me to help her with her mother's birthday.
First, on Monday, last week, I went to the University to make my college schedule, met with Esteban, and a few friends, so I didn't get at all bored xDD Did all my things, at 6:30pm, I met up with Maria, so we went to the Mall with Esteban, who wanted three pair (6 of them) of guitar string adjusters because the ones he had, he'd have to take a screwdriver and adjust it like that... We went to Hot Topic, there we (Esteban and I) were watching some "woman tighters"??? those that make you look thinner, and can be used for erotic cause, and Maria walks to us and says, it looks pretty (it wasn't pretty, it was hot... also red and black xDD) but it doesn't fit me because of my twins... they're too big... So I told her, Ow... it doesn't matter, if you put on one, half of your breast will go out, so there you put another pair so that it'll sustain what's left xDD we laughed, Esteban looks to me and says... "Te pasas xDD" after that we ate, Maria had no money, so I bought Japanese food, and had a few things more added so that we both can eat well, we ate, laughed, almost cried of laughter, because I found a new ability of mine (no, not the camel thing where I can gather water in my nostrils' holes xDD) but I can make a full operational vagina out of my chin xDD jajajajja xDD I took one of the chopsticks I got from the Japanese store and broke it, and put it in my chin and then pressed my chins xDDDDDDD jajajaja that was unique...
anyway, Esteban had asked me before if I wanted for him to be a bit Idle from me and Maria, and I told him that I don't want that, why? because, yeah, I'd like to be alone and all, but I'd also like her to know my friends, have a great time, because she was kinda down... so I wanted her to have fun and be happy... after that, it was like 8:30, so I took her to her house, but it didn't end there... it was 8:45pm and we talked, talked, talked and talked. We talked so much, that we understood each other so well, and I was helping her emotionally that she started crying, I helped her reach a conclusion... Go to Adjuntas... she told me she'd gain like... 7k to 8k for going there, so I told her to go, because she wants to use that money to buy a car and keep on with her studies, and if that makes her happy, she'd have to go for it. 9:50pm, we hugged for like 5 minutes, told her that I'd support her, no matter what happened and no matter what she needed, I'd be there as a friend and as a person who shared the same experience. I left her at her house, went to my house, and I called Esteban, telling him how I felt, the sorrow, pain and depression I felt because of what Maria is going through, which made me thinking that I'd better preserve from telling Maria how I felt for now. Later I told Esteban how I wanted, how I needed to help Maria, but he told me that I can't help her, because first I have to help myself to solve all the problems in my house, and later help Maria, but it isn't enough for me... I just want to keep her happy, even for the short time we see each others, it'll be enough to satisfy me, keeping her happy, even for just a second a day, it's enough.
The other days, everything went on swift, working, talking with Maria on our lunch breaks, when we got out of work and everything. On Friday, I invited her to go Bowling with us, My sisters, my brother and my sister's best friend, Norma, so she accepted, I was going to pay her the entry cost, but she gave the money before I even told her or got the money out, so I said: "Oh well... xDD" we played bowling, had a GREAT TIME, truly a day I'd want to repeat day after day, minute after minute. Got my shirt torn of my my sisters and Maria xDD jajaja and which by the way, I owe Maria a nail manicure xDD she broke two nails while playing xDD jejeje... My brothers liked her, same as she liked my brothers... they all where telling me that we'd make a nice couple... couple, hmmmm, maybe I was a bit off because I didn't want her as my girlfriend for now, I don't want her to stay in San Juan because of me, I want her to go to Adjuntas, but the temptation is... unresistable. Left her at her house, got out of my car, took the doggy food I put in the trunk of my car for her (I carried it from her work to the car, didn't want her to carry it xDD don't like a woman to carry something heavy) and we said goodbye. Saturday and Sunday where ok... talked to Maria Saturday night and on Sunday during my break, I worked till 1:30am T_T. Yesterday, got up, took a bath, went to the university, TOO MANY NEW FACES... went to my first class, which was with Shiara and Xiomara, they didn't go T_T when the students left, at 2:30pm from the class, I saw Shiara coming from the other side xDD but Xiomara wasn't around. We went to the Mall, which I dedicated the time to go to Maria's work and be with her. After a while, I got back to the university but telling her that if she goes to the university to call me, and did NOTHING... couldn't play dominoes because there was no table, Shiara had left, Julio as well, and I was like... fuck it... went to the computer center to play some gundbound... Maria called me, saying she's going to Old San Juan for a bit, and later she'd go home... I was... confused, since when is she telling me what she's gonna do, well, it only means one thing... our relationship is one step ahead.
Got home, like at 11:30pm, Maria calls me, asking me: "What can I give my mother as a birthday present?" I was confused again, but this time, because I couldn't find something her mother liked, her mother only worked and then got home, she doesn't go out, so clothes where out of the question. Maria was going to buy a purse, I agreed, but then I remembered my sister's gift from me... a Massage certificate. So now, I'm looking for a spa that gives good, but not too pricey massages... now, Im off to my university...
oh, and by the way, I still need to buy Maria a cake for her mother, because on Thursday, Maria isn't going to work (not that she doesn't work, it's just that she doesn't want to work because of the surprise) and if she goes to buy the cake, her boss might see her, and she'd be fucked (hyperbolically speaking) and I'm going to help her pay for the massage expenditures which later, she'll pay me back, but for now, all I need it to help her out. If she needs/wants my help, why not help her?
First, on Monday, last week, I went to the University to make my college schedule, met with Esteban, and a few friends, so I didn't get at all bored xDD Did all my things, at 6:30pm, I met up with Maria, so we went to the Mall with Esteban, who wanted three pair (6 of them) of guitar string adjusters because the ones he had, he'd have to take a screwdriver and adjust it like that... We went to Hot Topic, there we (Esteban and I) were watching some "woman tighters"??? those that make you look thinner, and can be used for erotic cause, and Maria walks to us and says, it looks pretty (it wasn't pretty, it was hot... also red and black xDD) but it doesn't fit me because of my twins... they're too big... So I told her, Ow... it doesn't matter, if you put on one, half of your breast will go out, so there you put another pair so that it'll sustain what's left xDD we laughed, Esteban looks to me and says... "Te pasas xDD" after that we ate, Maria had no money, so I bought Japanese food, and had a few things more added so that we both can eat well, we ate, laughed, almost cried of laughter, because I found a new ability of mine (no, not the camel thing where I can gather water in my nostrils' holes xDD) but I can make a full operational vagina out of my chin xDD jajajajja xDD I took one of the chopsticks I got from the Japanese store and broke it, and put it in my chin and then pressed my chins xDDDDDDD jajajaja that was unique...
anyway, Esteban had asked me before if I wanted for him to be a bit Idle from me and Maria, and I told him that I don't want that, why? because, yeah, I'd like to be alone and all, but I'd also like her to know my friends, have a great time, because she was kinda down... so I wanted her to have fun and be happy... after that, it was like 8:30, so I took her to her house, but it didn't end there... it was 8:45pm and we talked, talked, talked and talked. We talked so much, that we understood each other so well, and I was helping her emotionally that she started crying, I helped her reach a conclusion... Go to Adjuntas... she told me she'd gain like... 7k to 8k for going there, so I told her to go, because she wants to use that money to buy a car and keep on with her studies, and if that makes her happy, she'd have to go for it. 9:50pm, we hugged for like 5 minutes, told her that I'd support her, no matter what happened and no matter what she needed, I'd be there as a friend and as a person who shared the same experience. I left her at her house, went to my house, and I called Esteban, telling him how I felt, the sorrow, pain and depression I felt because of what Maria is going through, which made me thinking that I'd better preserve from telling Maria how I felt for now. Later I told Esteban how I wanted, how I needed to help Maria, but he told me that I can't help her, because first I have to help myself to solve all the problems in my house, and later help Maria, but it isn't enough for me... I just want to keep her happy, even for the short time we see each others, it'll be enough to satisfy me, keeping her happy, even for just a second a day, it's enough.
The other days, everything went on swift, working, talking with Maria on our lunch breaks, when we got out of work and everything. On Friday, I invited her to go Bowling with us, My sisters, my brother and my sister's best friend, Norma, so she accepted, I was going to pay her the entry cost, but she gave the money before I even told her or got the money out, so I said: "Oh well... xDD" we played bowling, had a GREAT TIME, truly a day I'd want to repeat day after day, minute after minute. Got my shirt torn of my my sisters and Maria xDD jajaja and which by the way, I owe Maria a nail manicure xDD she broke two nails while playing xDD jejeje... My brothers liked her, same as she liked my brothers... they all where telling me that we'd make a nice couple... couple, hmmmm, maybe I was a bit off because I didn't want her as my girlfriend for now, I don't want her to stay in San Juan because of me, I want her to go to Adjuntas, but the temptation is... unresistable. Left her at her house, got out of my car, took the doggy food I put in the trunk of my car for her (I carried it from her work to the car, didn't want her to carry it xDD don't like a woman to carry something heavy) and we said goodbye. Saturday and Sunday where ok... talked to Maria Saturday night and on Sunday during my break, I worked till 1:30am T_T. Yesterday, got up, took a bath, went to the university, TOO MANY NEW FACES... went to my first class, which was with Shiara and Xiomara, they didn't go T_T when the students left, at 2:30pm from the class, I saw Shiara coming from the other side xDD but Xiomara wasn't around. We went to the Mall, which I dedicated the time to go to Maria's work and be with her. After a while, I got back to the university but telling her that if she goes to the university to call me, and did NOTHING... couldn't play dominoes because there was no table, Shiara had left, Julio as well, and I was like... fuck it... went to the computer center to play some gundbound... Maria called me, saying she's going to Old San Juan for a bit, and later she'd go home... I was... confused, since when is she telling me what she's gonna do, well, it only means one thing... our relationship is one step ahead.
Got home, like at 11:30pm, Maria calls me, asking me: "What can I give my mother as a birthday present?" I was confused again, but this time, because I couldn't find something her mother liked, her mother only worked and then got home, she doesn't go out, so clothes where out of the question. Maria was going to buy a purse, I agreed, but then I remembered my sister's gift from me... a Massage certificate. So now, I'm looking for a spa that gives good, but not too pricey massages... now, Im off to my university...
oh, and by the way, I still need to buy Maria a cake for her mother, because on Thursday, Maria isn't going to work (not that she doesn't work, it's just that she doesn't want to work because of the surprise) and if she goes to buy the cake, her boss might see her, and she'd be fucked (hyperbolically speaking) and I'm going to help her pay for the massage expenditures which later, she'll pay me back, but for now, all I need it to help her out. If she needs/wants my help, why not help her?