fuck.
i do not like risd. i want to go home. i want to drop out so badly but then i will be proving my parents right and thenthey will make me go to rutgers. to be a doctor or something ridiculous like an accountant. i am the least talented person in this entire school. i kknow it is a selfish thing to say, but i want people heere to be worse than me so i can feel better about myself. i dont know how i got into risd. yes i do. i had three really good drawings that i gave them. but they were flukes. i surprised myself with them. and now i am screwed for it.