Sep 04, 2004 16:12
hey .... i wanted to go see jayde and harrison today but my parents said no... *sigh* ill go see them 2marrow.... agh i get to see harrison.... hes soooooooooo cute man if only you knew! and like i dunno what it is about him but hes just like.... WOA! anywhome.... i woke up at like 10 today and tried to watch the rest of kill bill 2 but i was forced to clean my uncles house but hes paying me to do it so thats cool then i have to babysit tonite at 7 which should be fun... its the yugio kid again. then i have to watch them again on tuesday.so i should be rackin in on the money man.!.! omg duude at the game last nite me and jayde were talking about how her and mitchell we`re gunna fuck or sumthing and we thought i was gunna spend the nite so i was like yea me and harrison will sit in the liveing room and whatever... and she was like yea you guys can use the sofabed or whatever and i was like damn dude kinda fast but oh well... lol i couldnt help but laugh...man i thought when jayde went to lawton high id loose her but now that we dont see each other that much its cool cause when we do see each other all we do is laugh and mess around and its soooo fun! i luv her! i luv u jayde lol... aw man harrison and mitchell said that me sarah and emily and jayde all sound alike on the phone ...and in person so when i talked to harrison for the first time he thought i was sarah i was like ugh dude no! but oh well he knows who i am now! lol ! but yea i called jayde today on dantes cellllyphone and like at the same time harrison was trying to call me on her house phone but dante was online! and jayde said that earlier harrison asked jayde if i liked him and she said yea and he was like ooh well is she comeing over today cause i really wanna see her today! and jayde was like yea and now im not and harrison is sad! :-( !
anyways me and kennedy are fighting i dont want to but im sick of all his shit dude!he pisses me off sooooo bad! i wanna kill him man... i hung up on him like constantly yesterday and one time i think it was the last time i talked to him i threw the phone at the wall... and he was trying to act cool cause kaycie was there... man im done with that shit ... im done with him! but for real... i did wanna kill him! i wanted to step on his head till he bled through his mouth... then let him choke on his own blood... then let go of him and make him drink his own blood... i swear i hate him! and yesterday he tried to talk to me in school and i just walked past... heh funny shit! see if he wouldnt be such a dick about things then shit would be soo much cooler ya know? but he lies about everything! i cant stand it dude!
jerrod called me last nite at like 11 and i almost got in trouble but he was all like im not going out with jayde anymore and i was like dude why tha fuck are u telling me this i dont care! but he pissed me off cause i was tryingto watch kill bill 2 and he wouldnt let me... well shit u guys im gunna go! i dread going to school tuesday... but i really need to talk to my teacher duude cause i have this new class that im in thats like a therpy group and everyone thinks i need help so yea maybe ill actually tell him sum stuff... about all the people im pissed out and how great harrison is ... see i thought the journal would be a great therpy session thingy but fuck that does help at all since noone read the damn thing and no one comments in it! well my hand hurts. later