Jun 13, 2006 17:46
You can play around with "what if's" until your fingertips turn blue and your heart swells and bursts.
But it gets you nowhere at the end of the day.
So many chances this year I watched pass me by and I've done nothing.
And in return I have the most amazing friends in the world.
How can I have the nerve to feel the way I do?
Yet, I of all people realize you can't control the way you feel.
But that has to change.
This is the end, and also the beginning.