emptinessssssss........................

[taste_the_thin]

I AM -
[*] anorexic
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[*] hungry
[ ] thirsty
[*] drinking something
[ ] under 100lbs
[ ] wanting to be "under-130-by christmas"
[*] starving myself
[*] participating in a fast with other people

PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if i'm anorexic/bulimic
[*] call me fat
[ ] say i'm too skinny
[ ] say i'm ugly
[ ] say i'm pretty
[ ] spread rumors about me
[*] force me to eat
[*] say i eat too much
[ ] wish i'd stop
[*] don't know i'm ana/mia

I WISH -
[*] i was THIN
[*] i had a better body
[*] i didn't have to eat
[*] i could control myself
[*] i was under 120lbs
[*] i could avoid food
[*] i could hide what i am
[*] i wasnt fat
[*] i was pretty
[ ] i could stop

I LOVE -
[ ] feeling hungry
[*] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[ ] being weak, becuase i know i'm losing weight
[*] losing weight
[*] being ana/mia
[*] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[*] being able to turn down food
[*] feeling good about myself

fast, is going well. I started 2 1/2 days ago tho so its hard to tell now. hopefully ill keep on just drinking jucie and tea. yum! haha.