Jan 22, 2005 11:53
i have to forget the past...just start over with everyone.because dwelling on the past makes it difficult for me to see the good, because of all the trouble i have caused.and i cant do shit about this feeling...unless i get high or cut...and either one will lead me to a 6-12 month residential.so basically i have to deal with this head on.it sucks ass.
i need to work on my steps...get a sponsor...im supposed to go to a meeting today, but it is snowing and they probably cancelled it with the forcast. oh well...
im bored, anddont have plans for the day...so if you wanna do something...just call.