Jul 14, 2005 00:38
I seriously think im insane. I feel like a downer at times and then at other times i dont know exactly what i feel. I don't think im one to get over things quickly---am i really okay right now--or am i just telling myself a lie so that my heart wont break anymore than it already has. I don't think ill ever know---i guess i cant really blame anyone for these feelings---its my choice on how i respond to things the way i do and i guess im just a selfish bastard. One things for sure---the Justin that acts like a dumbass for other peoples enjoyment is dead