wooooooooah baby

Nov 08, 2004 16:28

uhm... its official...
im a failure...

i havent updated in 76534987561493875 years..

oki..well.... lets see what has happened... uhhhm...

right now im getting ready to go see the dining room... good times... i shall meet up with realllly cool butterfingers there...

uhm... last weekend wa reeeeeeeeeally neato..
i wenthome with kristin... and was skerred of her meanie bus driver... whos black and hates white people....

uhm and then we got pretified.. and i did her hair!!! and curled it for about an hour!! and we went to the art show thign at school... and like... we saw thomas cope.....
and we tried talking to him but i guess we were scarey.. cuz he kept running away... haha

and then we got a ride with elaina and were allll smoooshed... and we went to baywalk.... my first time..

and it was cool... i met up with cool cats there... i met otter for the first time and we chizzled.... and i went home with kristin... and had goood times...

and then saturday we went to the mall for like 5802576n hours.... and then we went home. and i went backt o the mall... with my om.. and i got a new shirt at AE.... it says.. "eat your heart out!".... and i got a new JEAN jacket.... finally!! =).... and i met up with otter.. =)

and uhm then sunday my cousin had his b day partty.. and it was at the zooo and i had good times there.. cuz... i colored a pictur eof a MOOSe..tyea.. and i saw otters. REAL otters.. and manatees.. and a kamodo dragon... (*)... and tigers.. and rhinos.. and oher zooful creatures.... and then today monday.... i went to school.... lastw wekk... nothing spectacular happened..

uhhm... saturday night.. i realalized i didnt need to be in west palm beach to be happy... i realized that im happy here.... with my new friends.. family... and school...but its a different happy.. an innocent happy..

west palm... i could let loose... get in random cars with random guys... sneak out and have camper nights... and drink alli want... and smoke..and be me.... but i cant do that here... yet... i need to find sumone who has fun like me amber and cari did... bad fun....

ne ways... im taling to cari and bart right now.. im talking about...

oobRoKeNxsMiLeZo (4:58:43 PM): grr.. i ffeeel dumb.. and ugly.. allover again
Clace7189 (4:59:28 PM): ur not ugly
Clace7189 (5:01:15 PM): brittani i dont lie to u when i tell u that ur gorgeous
Clace7189 (5:01:21 PM): every1 thinks so
oobRoKeNxsMiLeZo (5:01:37 PM): no.. not here.... im just sum werid new girl still...
Clace7189 (5:02:05 PM): even if ur weird which every1 is in some way that doesnt mean ur ugly
oobRoKeNxsMiLeZo (5:02:40 PM): yes it does... everythig a hout me is weird.... my nose my face my stomch my head.. my feet...
oobRoKeNxsMiLeZo (5:02:50 PM): and im goign to be single for ever
Clace7189 (5:03:19 PM): no ur not
Clace7189 (5:03:45 PM): and anyways.. ur only 15.... live life before u live for love
oobRoKeNxsMiLeZo (5:04:22 PM): but i need soeone to help liv life with me...
oobRoKeNxsMiLeZo (5:04:31 PM): i wantsome one to hold me

yes thats our convo.. im a loser. but its all true.. and i hate ymself right now.... i need a hug...
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