__no words
today i babysat for my 2 cousins. i got some good money out of it but it doesn8t matter now. my day has been ruined and idk what to do now. i*m so lost. you know that saying you don*t know what you have until it*s gone has so much more truth to it than i thought. i was already lonely in this sucky as world but now i*m alone. oh well.. idk what to do with myself now so i*m just gonna go be a stupid ass little emo girl..
**EDIT**
nevermind what i wrote before. it*s all good now and everythings worked out now. and i love dom and he loves me and tomorrow is gonna be good cuz we*re baking a cake coloring going to the mall and being bored at my lame ass "party" lol.. yea cuz my birthday is monday and it*s gonna be fun. somehow it*ll be like we said it was gonna be lol dom.. we*ll figure it all out then. but i*m only worried about now cuz i had a little wake up call before and it made me realize some stuff that i gotta take care of and all that..
**EDIT**
nevermind what i wrote before. it*s all good now and everythings worked out now. and i love dom and he loves me and tomorrow is gonna be good cuz we*re baking a cake coloring going to the mall and being bored at my lame ass "party" lol.. yea cuz my birthday is monday and it*s gonna be fun. somehow it*ll be like we said it was gonna be lol dom.. we*ll figure it all out then. but i*m only worried about now cuz i had a little wake up call before and it made me realize some stuff that i gotta take care of and all that..