"i l-o-v you" -dom <3
today was wackkkk. i hate life. sometimes i just wish i didn*t have to live it anymore. why does it have to be so fucking complicated? it*s almost impossible to balance friends, family, boyfriend, and school. i don*t know if i can go on like this anymore. idk what to do. i love them all. well except the school part. but sometimes i guess you have to let someone down because i*ve discovered that no matter how hard you try, you can*t please everyone all the time. i feel terrible. i*m hurting the people that love me the most and i*ve become someone i don*t want to be but i can*t turn back now. it*s too late. it*s like the quote " once you do it you could never go back to holding hands." except not that exact subject lol. and worst of all i have no one to talk to. i just like to get things off my chest but i still have that guilt. i don*t want to lose the trust of family, friends, or boyfriend. but i know i*ve already lost the trust of one and it*s gonna be 2 soon. help..