beverly hills- thats where i want to be!
give it to me!..OK I LIKE THAT SONG. anyways im here at work. joey's posed to get jordan tonight..so i want to go home early so i can atleast spend a lil time with him ya kno? im posed to pick him up monday but if he does stay until tuesday what am i to do goin that long without seeing my lil man...i`ll die..ok my first saturday EVER without him and everybody else has kids. sheena is babysitting her nephews. stephen has his lil girls as his sister will be at the lake so no sitter for them. so i`m like hum....what to do. i mean i can still go over there. but ya kno i want to go OUT.
OH YEAH! well as of monday im not single nemore...sorry guys ya waited too long:)..hahhaha j/k. well we all hung out at lee's and stephen called in to work...i forgot what we watched...oh yeah the girl next door..pretty good movie. it was soooo cute the way it happened to..cuz u know we`re both shy so it was quite interesting. afterwards it was quite sweet too..i jus kept blushing. i`m so glad that he seems so different than brian. i mean complete opposites...well except the being older and divorced thing but personality wise. he was jus like you don`t ever have to worry bout me hurting you and so on. the whole time i was blushin...felt like a lil school girl. it is quite hilarious tho b/c when we are together it is like 2 lil kids. b/c all we do is tickle and wrestle and jus be stupid. woohoo i can have fun and not try to be all serious. sure b-man didnt always want to be serious but i guess i didnt like him as much as i like steveo..joey was a fun relationship too tho...the water fight was freakin hilarious. this type of relationship is way better than the take everything seriously adn to heart type. haha i only do it tho to hear him laugh..b/c he has the cutest laugh i swear it sounds like a lil kid..and he has dimples so its cute:) plus he doesnt look 27. so i dont feel too bad for actin like that around an old person:) hahahhaha. it sucks cuz i`ll be in florida for his bday:( how sad is that. it`s only the big 2-8 so its not a huge bday. but still..it sucks. we had an actually talk last night..bout jealousy and controling and he was talking bout how hes not like that and i explained jordans dad..and he talked bout his ex wife and how we went thru all the same shit. and i talked bout how with 2 of my b/f when i worked at 6 flags they got mad cuz i was around guys all day and i got in trouble if i talked to a guy i worked with so i would lie and say i didnt talk to any of them. and he told me how he told lee he could trust me b/c he knew i wouldnt hide anything from him b/c the other night when joey called and i went and hung out with all of them i told him and talked bout my time there and blah blah blah...and he said that was cool b/c most girls would try to hide and jus lie. b/c i didnt have to tell him but i did, but even tho we werent together at that time he knows that i will tell him everything. ofcourse i will cuz im not hiding anything and im still goin to hang out with my friends..b/f or not...not losing all my guy friends for a guy again. melissa has nothing to hide. my relationship with jordans dad taught me A LOT. i`m not a jealous person anymore. and oh life is so much easier the past year and something. except with b-man cuz i didnt believe a word that came out of his mouth..but he had cheated on his wife soooooooo many times and was a whore so i had a reason not to trust him. so i dont kno why i was with him. well ok i do remember why but oh so the wrong reason.
ok i got an award here at work but i dont kno exactly how to take it. i got an email saying congrats u haave received the service net's best ass of all time award. i`m like um..thanks i guess...i mean what the hell. if u dont have nehting better to do then to sit there and watch my ass walk by lol u need to be doin more work.:) i was like who the hell decided this and he was like me and a couple of guys took a vote. however i do like most of the people i work with...it`s good times. they are helpful cuz i need help a lot cuz im dumb:(.
omg im not posed to get off til 430...and guess what it is 10:52 and i`m on my way home....woohoo this is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love u all...good bye
OH YEAH! well as of monday im not single nemore...sorry guys ya waited too long:)..hahhaha j/k. well we all hung out at lee's and stephen called in to work...i forgot what we watched...oh yeah the girl next door..pretty good movie. it was soooo cute the way it happened to..cuz u know we`re both shy so it was quite interesting. afterwards it was quite sweet too..i jus kept blushing. i`m so glad that he seems so different than brian. i mean complete opposites...well except the being older and divorced thing but personality wise. he was jus like you don`t ever have to worry bout me hurting you and so on. the whole time i was blushin...felt like a lil school girl. it is quite hilarious tho b/c when we are together it is like 2 lil kids. b/c all we do is tickle and wrestle and jus be stupid. woohoo i can have fun and not try to be all serious. sure b-man didnt always want to be serious but i guess i didnt like him as much as i like steveo..joey was a fun relationship too tho...the water fight was freakin hilarious. this type of relationship is way better than the take everything seriously adn to heart type. haha i only do it tho to hear him laugh..b/c he has the cutest laugh i swear it sounds like a lil kid..and he has dimples so its cute:) plus he doesnt look 27. so i dont feel too bad for actin like that around an old person:) hahahhaha. it sucks cuz i`ll be in florida for his bday:( how sad is that. it`s only the big 2-8 so its not a huge bday. but still..it sucks. we had an actually talk last night..bout jealousy and controling and he was talking bout how hes not like that and i explained jordans dad..and he talked bout his ex wife and how we went thru all the same shit. and i talked bout how with 2 of my b/f when i worked at 6 flags they got mad cuz i was around guys all day and i got in trouble if i talked to a guy i worked with so i would lie and say i didnt talk to any of them. and he told me how he told lee he could trust me b/c he knew i wouldnt hide anything from him b/c the other night when joey called and i went and hung out with all of them i told him and talked bout my time there and blah blah blah...and he said that was cool b/c most girls would try to hide and jus lie. b/c i didnt have to tell him but i did, but even tho we werent together at that time he knows that i will tell him everything. ofcourse i will cuz im not hiding anything and im still goin to hang out with my friends..b/f or not...not losing all my guy friends for a guy again. melissa has nothing to hide. my relationship with jordans dad taught me A LOT. i`m not a jealous person anymore. and oh life is so much easier the past year and something. except with b-man cuz i didnt believe a word that came out of his mouth..but he had cheated on his wife soooooooo many times and was a whore so i had a reason not to trust him. so i dont kno why i was with him. well ok i do remember why but oh so the wrong reason.
ok i got an award here at work but i dont kno exactly how to take it. i got an email saying congrats u haave received the service net's best ass of all time award. i`m like um..thanks i guess...i mean what the hell. if u dont have nehting better to do then to sit there and watch my ass walk by lol u need to be doin more work.:) i was like who the hell decided this and he was like me and a couple of guys took a vote. however i do like most of the people i work with...it`s good times. they are helpful cuz i need help a lot cuz im dumb:(.
omg im not posed to get off til 430...and guess what it is 10:52 and i`m on my way home....woohoo this is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love u all...good bye