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ok i`ll start out with this..joey usually keeps jordan monday and tuesday nights..well supposedly today he had a job interview so he brought jordan home yesterday and was goin to pick him back up today. but then right after he left his mom calls and said she has his shyt packed and shes turning his phone off i was like whew im glad i got jordan..he hasnt been stayin home with jordan..hes been takin him to some fat bitch`s house that timmy is milkin for everything she has in freakin cordyn or whatever indiana.. and when he brought him home yesterday he was in the same clothes i took him out in...plus it was terribly rainin and freezing the night b4 and well joey didnt have his jacket..im like u are fuckin terrible...so the only time he can see jordan is when he calls in advance and if its ok with my schedule he can come here and see him...on to better stuff...well i met brians kids yesterday..they are so cute and sweet! his lil boy was like daddy shes a real nice girl..i was like awww he likes me! and they all loved jordan people were lookin at us like wtf...lol cuz theres me..whos almost 21..him whos almost 30..and 5 kids. they were prolly like holy hell they need to stop! i was so nervous tho..b/c when he met jordan it wasnt that big of a deal cuz jordan doesnt really understand yet...even though he really likes brian..he started sayin his name like last week..its so cute. even though he wore his yankee hat yesterday..iw as like jordan get that off ur head! i always was so set on not dating a yankee fan..now look at me! ok back to the kids...but they are old enough to understand wats goin on...i thought since it was the first time that u kno nothin would really go on..but he was all being touchy and callin me baby and stuff..i was like ok hes not hiding it...then i took jordan to see pam and ronny since joey has been keepin him from them for the past 3 weeks...and brian came back over..hes tryin to get me fat i tell ya...monday he took me to eat at cheddar`s..yesterday for pizza and like 2am we were sittin at my comp on mojo and he was like i want some white castle..i was like omg..so then we got white castle. my parents have come to the conclusion that no more guys are allowed to stay the night...so when we layed down last night i set my alarm for 5 so he can get up and leave...well hahah i guess i woke up and turned it off cuz i woke up and the son was up and it was 630..i was like brian its 630..ive never seen him wake up so fast...we`ve gotten in trouble b4 cuz we both didnt wanna wake up and didnt listen to the alarm. my dad is jus worried bc of the age difference and b/c he was married..but he got the papers in the mail saturday and hes divorced now so my dadnt should worry!:) i mean sometimes we talk bout stuff we did in what year and its like wow i feel so young or he feels so old, but really we are both fine with the age difference...im sure if u read back to entries where i first met him you could see where iw as like nothin but friendship would ever come of this b/c of the age and kids and everything..now look at us. everyday i see him i fall for him more...and it sucks cuz every time hes also like ur gettin less shy around me..i wanna be shy around him dammit..it keeps me outta trouble! it`s actually scarin me cuz i dont kno whats goin to come of it and im gettin a lil attatched, but he really is a great guy oh yea my bday is on 4 days..to the boat i go!..i hope i get to see him more on my bday than jus seein him work on the boat, but we`ll see i guess...im gettin off here...later