Today I lost THE best friend I have ever had. The one person who was always there for me, never judged me and loved me unconditionally. The one who shared my bed, my life and everything. Unfortunately this morning, mum had to make the descision to put my Boo down. The pain had got to much, he was bleeding and he needed to find peace. Mum rang me at 7:30 my time (6:30 hers) to tell me not to go to Uni, as she had to take Flash to the Vets. She rang me again at around 10am (9am her time) in tears. He had prolapsed too much, even if they had managed to put it back in, he had lost muscle tone and skin around his bowel and it would only die. I am 4 hours flight away and all I want is my mum. I said goodbye in October - when we didnt think he was going to last the month.....but it still hurts so badly. I know I wont get anything done today....I am sitting here, tears streaming down my face trying to remember how he felt in my arms. His head over my shoulder, nestled in tight against me. I am so sad that I wasnt there, but know he is now in a better place. Hopefully he will find Buster on the other side, and they can look after each other.
Goodbye my Boo, I will always love you, and always miss you.
FLASH COLANEY WARLOCK DOYLE 1990-2005
Always loved, Always remembered.