Doctor Who babblings - season 4 (part 2)
OH MY GOD. I never thought that just watching some TV series could physically hurt so much. I mean it. I'm feeling some serious pain in my heart. I can only compare this to Doomsday, but it seems worse, I don't know, it's different, it's heavier, it's suffocating, I don't even know. For the first time I felt that watching some episodes out of order made this all more emotional. Watching 4x08 - Silence in the Library and 4x09 - Forest of the Dead, all I could think about is 6x01 and River (which I admired since first time I saw her in some gif in some random tumblr) saying that one day she would see the Doctor, and he wouldn't know who she was. So when I came back and watched the series in its normal order, I was anxiously waiting for this episode where River finally appears for the first time. I was excited, really. But I never thought this was the moment she was talking about. And it just broke my heart. And more yet, what the hell she said to him?? Oh God I'm dying, really. I don't think there's a better way of ending this post than saying: Moffat, I hate you.
Now I understand why tumblr people says that Moffat fucks up their heads. Now I understand why he himself said on his twitter "Remember, it's just a TV show. Only the emotional damage is real." Yeah he sure fucking knows. Now I understand what I read in tumblr some time ago, "reblog this if you're been emotionally damaged by british TV."
And I haven't even finished part 2…
Okay now I have.
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS THISSSSSSSS
I CAN'T EVEN
I-
I-
I was dead when River died, I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT RIVER FUCKING SONG DIESSSSSSS and the Doctor knows and all the time he's with her he will know!!!!!!! This is too much cruelty!!!!! Poor Doctorrrrrrrr, stop thissssss, haven't this man suffered enough already??? Everything has limits, you know!!
And what about the ending?? He saved her, so why can't he download her just like they did with everyone else?? What happened in the end? Is she alive or not?? What the heeeeeell?!?! MOFFAT!!!!!!!!!!!
Time can be rewritten. I'm going to hold on these words for dear life.
PS: She punches the Doctor. I knew I was right liking her. She is SO badass.
In fact I don't know anymore. I have now some serious conflicted feelings about River.
And yes, now I can say this episode was far worse to me than Doomsday. There, I said it.
And just thinking about the end of this season, Tennant is leaving. I don't think I can handle it. I may just die.
I see now. Maybe for most of the people, who watched this as it was being broadcasted, they couldn't really care about River's death because, let's face it, they have just met her. But I don't, I know her, know some of her history and personality and her relationship with the Doctor and was quite attached to her, and I never, NEVER expected her to die in her first apparition, and now I'm devastated. It's like some character you really really like dies, I don't know, like some of the Doctor's companion or something like that, someone that is really important for the story and is always there. Not just some random character like the awful lot that dies in every single DW episode and you couldn't care less. I'm feeling even worse because of the Doctor. This just isn't fair to the poor fella. And his face in the end… I can't even.
Now I understand why tumblr people says that Moffat fucks up their heads. Now I understand why he himself said on his twitter "Remember, it's just a TV show. Only the emotional damage is real." Yeah he sure fucking knows. Now I understand what I read in tumblr some time ago, "reblog this if you're been emotionally damaged by british TV."
And I haven't even finished part 2…
Okay now I have.
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS THISSSSSSSS
I CAN'T EVEN
I-
I-
I was dead when River died, I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT RIVER FUCKING SONG DIESSSSSSS and the Doctor knows and all the time he's with her he will know!!!!!!! This is too much cruelty!!!!! Poor Doctorrrrrrrr, stop thissssss, haven't this man suffered enough already??? Everything has limits, you know!!
And what about the ending?? He saved her, so why can't he download her just like they did with everyone else?? What happened in the end? Is she alive or not?? What the heeeeeell?!?! MOFFAT!!!!!!!!!!!
Time can be rewritten. I'm going to hold on these words for dear life.
PS: She punches the Doctor. I knew I was right liking her. She is SO badass.
In fact I don't know anymore. I have now some serious conflicted feelings about River.
And yes, now I can say this episode was far worse to me than Doomsday. There, I said it.
And just thinking about the end of this season, Tennant is leaving. I don't think I can handle it. I may just die.
I see now. Maybe for most of the people, who watched this as it was being broadcasted, they couldn't really care about River's death because, let's face it, they have just met her. But I don't, I know her, know some of her history and personality and her relationship with the Doctor and was quite attached to her, and I never, NEVER expected her to die in her first apparition, and now I'm devastated. It's like some character you really really like dies, I don't know, like some of the Doctor's companion or something like that, someone that is really important for the story and is always there. Not just some random character like the awful lot that dies in every single DW episode and you couldn't care less. I'm feeling even worse because of the Doctor. This just isn't fair to the poor fella. And his face in the end… I can't even.