Retrospective
I've hit a point in my life where things are really good. I'm happy with where I've ended up, despite (because of?) my falters. And, though society and politics are EXTRA GARBAGE right now, I've surrounded myself with magnificent people.
I've been going through a lot of things in my head. Eventsthoughtsdreamsmemories. People. What if I had done things differently? What if that had never been? I remember when we were young and the internet was new. Oekaki boards were in vogue, and the artist community was small and tight-knit. I haven't seen you in years. I hope the artists I met and befriended through the drawing boards are doing well. I don't know what your lives are at this point, but I hope you are all happy.
I'm 32, and I'm mourning the youth that I haven't even lost yet. I miss the good old days. I do not miss hating myself. I just wish I had known better.
Is livejournal even still a thing?