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thanksgiving was FUN. i saw all of my cousins that i haven't seen in a veryy long time.. it was good. but then i had to leave cuz i had to go to bothel to see my mom's side of the family. i mean, i love them and all.... but i haven't seen my cousins in forever.... i was sad to leave.
then i ate wayyyyyy too much and felt fucking sick so then i went to sleep. god, i'm still full... turkey + mashed potatoes + traditional thanksgiving food + tons of filipino food = very sick tasha.
so kayleigh broke up w/ kevin. or, they're on a "break" or something. And you know what's actually kind of funny? I've been talking to her a lot lately and she's pretty cool. i mean, really. and she's funny too.... and girls are never funny... i think its because we both know where eachother comes from knowing kevin "that special way" she asked me if he showered, that's the fucking funniest thing ever.... but i feel bad kinda.
so yea, i kinda miss that kid... my life is completely different w/out him in it... granted, its been like 4-5 days but still that long w/out talking from when we'd be on the phone constantly everyday... its kind of a hard thing. i feel really lonely. i don't really have anyone to talk to for real anymore, it sucks. i come sooo close to crying over this lost friendship, but i haven't yet so its all good. i'm kind of thinking maybe it was immature to end it completely... but maybe i'm just thinking that because i want desperately to have what we used to have. but i know that if he was willing to lose me completely just so he didn't have to tell her what really went on, then its really not worth it anyway.
all i know is i'm full. shit.
then i ate wayyyyyy too much and felt fucking sick so then i went to sleep. god, i'm still full... turkey + mashed potatoes + traditional thanksgiving food + tons of filipino food = very sick tasha.
so kayleigh broke up w/ kevin. or, they're on a "break" or something. And you know what's actually kind of funny? I've been talking to her a lot lately and she's pretty cool. i mean, really. and she's funny too.... and girls are never funny... i think its because we both know where eachother comes from knowing kevin "that special way" she asked me if he showered, that's the fucking funniest thing ever.... but i feel bad kinda.
so yea, i kinda miss that kid... my life is completely different w/out him in it... granted, its been like 4-5 days but still that long w/out talking from when we'd be on the phone constantly everyday... its kind of a hard thing. i feel really lonely. i don't really have anyone to talk to for real anymore, it sucks. i come sooo close to crying over this lost friendship, but i haven't yet so its all good. i'm kind of thinking maybe it was immature to end it completely... but maybe i'm just thinking that because i want desperately to have what we used to have. but i know that if he was willing to lose me completely just so he didn't have to tell her what really went on, then its really not worth it anyway.
all i know is i'm full. shit.