well well
Ok, so things are good. I havent updated in a while due to lazyness of not wanting to type in everything. So, to recap everything. Me and alicia talked the other day...i dont know whats going to happen to our freindship, but i hope that it isnt the total end. I have been talkin to alethea again, yay! She has asked me to move with her to one of the carolinas n help her take care of everything while jay is gone to iraq. im having some hesitation problems cause i dont want to juss up n leave everyone...i love everyone down here so much. It would b so hard on me more than anything in the world. I hav applied to montevallo college for next year sometime. I dont know whats going to happen or anything, but, in many ways, i hope i get accepted. I have had my fun and share of everything so now i juss want to go on n get my life together. I am having no luck with guys, still. The thing is, i have some feelings for zach. errr, which i have for the longest, some of you know this. I have realized, that most guys that i hang around, its only good as a frienship with them, juss because i ahve realized n pin pointed n so on and i have my conclusion that i juss want freinds with guys...and i aint giving up on zach juss intirely yet. New years is commin up, i have no idea what the hell i am gonna do or what is going to happen. I havnt made plans but who knows. I do want to move out...i really do. It might b sooner than i thought and its going to hurt my mom very much when i do, along with my sister. I will come n see her all the time, n i will my parents.I juss need to start my life sometime. I really have nuthin to compain about...i love my life right now....end of story. Well, i have updated enough as it is...so i am gone byebye.