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Six months today... time has moved faster than i could have hoped for really.
I imagined i would still be in quite a state at this point, and i think i would have been, except the last two weeks have completely turned my life around. Life is colourful again and i'm making the most of every second. It's like ive been under water for six months and i've finally come up for air. There is always a slight fear flitting around the edges of my mind that i'll go back under, but for now things are good. That's all i can hope for. ^_^
Sadly it seems other people i care about are sinking now... my heart goes out to so many people but there's also a sense of conflict as it sort of feels like being in the middle of opposing teams... i can't divide myself up enough T_T
But at least im not emo-ing about my own life anymore XD
I imagined i would still be in quite a state at this point, and i think i would have been, except the last two weeks have completely turned my life around. Life is colourful again and i'm making the most of every second. It's like ive been under water for six months and i've finally come up for air. There is always a slight fear flitting around the edges of my mind that i'll go back under, but for now things are good. That's all i can hope for. ^_^
Sadly it seems other people i care about are sinking now... my heart goes out to so many people but there's also a sense of conflict as it sort of feels like being in the middle of opposing teams... i can't divide myself up enough T_T
But at least im not emo-ing about my own life anymore XD