OnE DYiNg WiSh iS tHe ShiT
hello all. if you'd like to here about my guy troubles then click here.
i am updating because i need to vent some and show you all pictures. so i think ive decided that i hate guys and i really dont understand them. im sooo frustrated with guys at the moment i just dont even know how to express it. you want me to move on? fine ill go hook up with whomever id like i hope you enjoy. the thing is i dont want to i wanna be with him. no matter what things never seem to work out though. maybe its just time to face reality and see that maybe we werent meant to be, if were never together because i think thats what your trying to tell me by saying its stupid and pointless. if you only wana be friends then you will always be my best friend...promise, forever. i wish i just had someone i mean i have the house to myself for the weekend! and shit i dont even have any guy id want to come over except someone and thats impossible. im pathetic, im sick of being alone and i need someone.
sorry about that im just frustrated. so today i went to a show and jacobs band played! one dying wish, which me and jenny are the managers of, are the shit. really if you wanna hear their songs go to purevolume.com and then type in one dying wish. they'll be famous soon enough and ill get to say i knew them lol. we also got to go backstage, oh yes v.i.p =] we felt like groupies but w.e it was cool, i even got water. here are some picturas. and me and luis got to hand adam new drumsticks when his broke...damn thats cool shit lol.
new tattoo lol
jacob and us in v.i.p.lol
me and barby
haha us being cool with our drumsticks =]
random picture
half of adam-awesomeee drummer
jenny v. looking sooo hot lol
jacob-the best singerrr
one dying wish
one dying wish in motion
now some pics from caros dinner thing a while back
lol jenny made him how cuteee
ash and me
jenny and kayla
andrea and the birthday girl caroooo!
me and titina...i forgot how to smile my bad lol
thats it. im so tired and i hope you all enjoyed the update. my computer has died once again so i doubt ill update for a while cause i wont have a computer and my step sister isnt too leniant with letting me use her laptop. if i dont comment on ur lj's im sorry, goodnight <33
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how much do i need to sacrifice to get you where you need to be?
...on a rocket ship years away from me.
im getting over you and then im getting over us.
and its just like you to sit around and fuss.
but the way you've been treated and the scars upon
your face, which you inflicted those yourself.
those are the memories you erase.
i am updating because i need to vent some and show you all pictures. so i think ive decided that i hate guys and i really dont understand them. im sooo frustrated with guys at the moment i just dont even know how to express it. you want me to move on? fine ill go hook up with whomever id like i hope you enjoy. the thing is i dont want to i wanna be with him. no matter what things never seem to work out though. maybe its just time to face reality and see that maybe we werent meant to be, if were never together because i think thats what your trying to tell me by saying its stupid and pointless. if you only wana be friends then you will always be my best friend...promise, forever. i wish i just had someone i mean i have the house to myself for the weekend! and shit i dont even have any guy id want to come over except someone and thats impossible. im pathetic, im sick of being alone and i need someone.
sorry about that im just frustrated. so today i went to a show and jacobs band played! one dying wish, which me and jenny are the managers of, are the shit. really if you wanna hear their songs go to purevolume.com and then type in one dying wish. they'll be famous soon enough and ill get to say i knew them lol. we also got to go backstage, oh yes v.i.p =] we felt like groupies but w.e it was cool, i even got water. here are some picturas. and me and luis got to hand adam new drumsticks when his broke...damn thats cool shit lol.
new tattoo lol
jacob and us in v.i.p.lol
me and barby
haha us being cool with our drumsticks =]
random picture
half of adam-awesomeee drummer
jenny v. looking sooo hot lol
jacob-the best singerrr
one dying wish
one dying wish in motion
now some pics from caros dinner thing a while back
lol jenny made him how cuteee
ash and me
jenny and kayla
andrea and the birthday girl caroooo!
me and titina...i forgot how to smile my bad lol
thats it. im so tired and i hope you all enjoyed the update. my computer has died once again so i doubt ill update for a while cause i wont have a computer and my step sister isnt too leniant with letting me use her laptop. if i dont comment on ur lj's im sorry, goodnight <33
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how much do i need to sacrifice to get you where you need to be?
...on a rocket ship years away from me.
im getting over you and then im getting over us.
and its just like you to sit around and fuss.
but the way you've been treated and the scars upon
your face, which you inflicted those yourself.
those are the memories you erase.