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I'm tired, I'm tired, everything is so tired. I feel exhaustion creeping up my bones, but I'm awake, and my eyes won't close, and my mind won't stop, and these thoughts aren't clear. I feel like a client of mine, except my teeth are healthy and i hate eating pastries. They are all so differently insane that the logic of it all never begins. -But i suppose i hate a world of logic, which is why i hated my training classes today, and i hate corporate Heritage Behavioral Health when they know nothing at all about the conditions of the homeless and the people that try to help them. Am i really helping anyone, really? Shoving pastries down their throats is not too much help. Dear Heritage please send deodorant and toothpaste.We give showers, and we give toothbrushes. None of these help without deodorant and toothbrushes. Why is the "mental health" system so entirely full of shit?