Nov 21, 2005 08:07
This is so gurly. But My hair is awesome! I have to trim it a bit but it's crazy long.
I was up at like 4AM thinking about the future of my hair. What i would do to it. I need a makeover seriously. But I know when/if I cut I will regret it. But I need a change I still look 13. Upon purchasing my wedding dress I was asked "Is this for your sweet 16?" Really. I love looking younger cus when I'm like 45 I'll put Madonna to shame.
I weighed myself this mourning and wow. Just wow. wow = amazment. But that's not really that big of an issue anymore. I used to be really sick looking and doing the "diet" thing aka BARF and observe eating to feel full. My legs were scrawny, my ass was uh ugly looking, my ribs showed, my breasts were sagging, my body was repulsive yet I wanted to lose more and more. Until my boyfriend stuffed my face with platanos, rice and beans. lmao. He really showed me that I had to love myself they way he does or else I could really hurt myself and our relationship because of my insecurities.
I painted my toe nails dark red. They're so sexy I love my feet.
I can't wait to see Rent the movie. I love Rosario Dawson. She's on the Today Show... and KATIE couric is a Milf.