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Denial is strong. Indeed it is.
But I woke up this morning, and felt the need to meditate.
To sink into my own thoughts.. follow the water down the drain..
see where it ended up.
And you know what? The reality before me isnt as bad as it would seem
Nothings Changed,
I am still the same. And thats something that could never be taken away.
So I focus on other things.. cause fuck all that.
Thats right. Fuck it. Future? Who cares? As long as there's happiness in my heart.
everything else will fall into place.
So take back your double sided, fence jumping, trying to be everyone's favorite martyr.
I dont have time for your pseudo feelings and emotions.
Cause I push through all that. I need something i can grasp.
And your not it.
So fuck you and your rejective bullshit you made up to feel more safe.
You still have you.. and that can't be too safe.
No energy to change.. just move on and do the same.. right?
Well, I am stronger then that. I learn. and live on. With or without you, its all the same.
You played me well. but im not your pawn. or your back up betty.
So if you think I will let this slide..
Cause, Oh Tasha.. shes always there for me.
You have another thing coming.
I metamorphised. I dont need your approval.
And when it smacks you in the face, I am sure I will hear your apologetic sorrows,
But as cold as you are to me now..
remember the future, is what you have built..
and will parallell your actions some how.
Denial is strong. Good thing it didnt last too long.. how dissapointing would it be?
But I woke up this morning, and felt the need to meditate.
To sink into my own thoughts.. follow the water down the drain..
see where it ended up.
And you know what? The reality before me isnt as bad as it would seem
Nothings Changed,
I am still the same. And thats something that could never be taken away.
So I focus on other things.. cause fuck all that.
Thats right. Fuck it. Future? Who cares? As long as there's happiness in my heart.
everything else will fall into place.
So take back your double sided, fence jumping, trying to be everyone's favorite martyr.
I dont have time for your pseudo feelings and emotions.
Cause I push through all that. I need something i can grasp.
And your not it.
So fuck you and your rejective bullshit you made up to feel more safe.
You still have you.. and that can't be too safe.
No energy to change.. just move on and do the same.. right?
Well, I am stronger then that. I learn. and live on. With or without you, its all the same.
You played me well. but im not your pawn. or your back up betty.
So if you think I will let this slide..
Cause, Oh Tasha.. shes always there for me.
You have another thing coming.
I metamorphised. I dont need your approval.
And when it smacks you in the face, I am sure I will hear your apologetic sorrows,
But as cold as you are to me now..
remember the future, is what you have built..
and will parallell your actions some how.
Denial is strong. Good thing it didnt last too long.. how dissapointing would it be?