Mar 25, 2008 19:49
well.. its just another lovely tuesday. The weather is starting to move towards Tasha lovin weather. And my birthday is just around the corner. although, i am not really thinking about my birthday yet. I am stressed about trying to get all my bills paid. i think ill be ok.. but by the skin of my teeth. i do love this job, but as i expected, the field i have passion for, isn't the most lucrative.... and i am ok with that. i don't want to or do live lavishly and i dont have a lot of stuff. as long as I have enough to pay my bills like rent and food, ill be happy as a clam... the problem is, I am starting to think about that dreaded word.. the FUTURE. I want to be able to save up money so when i do decide to settle down and have kids and a white picket fence, i wont be living in a cardboard box on the side of the street.
phew. had to get that out of my head. my roomate will be gone this weekend to go to miami for winter music conference. I am jealous... but he gets to spin (he is a drum and bass DJ) outside of a busy hotel in miami. sounds exciting :) I know he is giddy like a school girl. I was planning on going to see the Caps play with my Steven, but because of my bill situation, i think it may be best to save the 50 dollars and work at Hell Lobster instead. although it should be a good game. they are playing the panthers, and my steven and i went to one of the times they played florida, and ovechkin rocked the ice man. the caps are actually winning games this season. who knew. so i would love to go to a game where i know theres a possibility of the caps winning... it makes the game so much better. I guess we will see.
my sister is currently working on a painting for me so i can hang it up in my apt. I cant wait to see it. she is a very talented lady. she just got done painting a mural, for money, at a store in georgetown (in dc). so its awesome that she is actually getting paid for her talent. I am such a proud older sister.
stressed but happy. and i would consider this eustress so it aint that bad. so i guess just smiles and laughs on this side of the monitor. no room for complaints.