stupid life.
Life is pretttty crappy. Let me tell ya. Friends of mine suck sometimes because they say really mean shit. On a happier note, well sorta, I am going to England in March but its more or less to save the relationship that I feel is falling apart. I miss him so much that it hurts sometimes. I just wanna cry in my bed until he comes home, which in this case, is never...I can't even explain it anymore. It's just like an empty void or some shit.
Nicole is being mean to me. I think that she hates me. I dont really understand it, but whatever. It really hurt my feelings. I started crying the other day because I think that it goes a little futher than me just not being able to talk to her. I think that me talking to her online and having no one respond is really hard. We were best friends for a couple of years, and we've just recently been hanging out more and more. It sucks. I dont really get it...
Anyway, Crystal's been calling more and that makes me smile a little. I feel like sometimes people just use the shit outta me. I just-ugh- I feel like maybe most of my friends would disown me in a second if something better came up, and thats obviously the case with Niki and its horible.
ANDDDD-school absolutly sucks. I think that maybe classe are just CRAP. I hate calc, and I hate getting up. YUCK...
I'm going to bed.
Night, lovers. ♥
Nicole is being mean to me. I think that she hates me. I dont really understand it, but whatever. It really hurt my feelings. I started crying the other day because I think that it goes a little futher than me just not being able to talk to her. I think that me talking to her online and having no one respond is really hard. We were best friends for a couple of years, and we've just recently been hanging out more and more. It sucks. I dont really get it...
Anyway, Crystal's been calling more and that makes me smile a little. I feel like sometimes people just use the shit outta me. I just-ugh- I feel like maybe most of my friends would disown me in a second if something better came up, and thats obviously the case with Niki and its horible.
ANDDDD-school absolutly sucks. I think that maybe classe are just CRAP. I hate calc, and I hate getting up. YUCK...
I'm going to bed.
Night, lovers. ♥