In England....
Last time I wrote I was pretty crushed about Justin. Everyone will be happy to know that I am feeling a little better. I still feel like I am innerfering everytime I try to be a part of the madness that *was* his life. Shelby and them make me feel left out and all that, so basically, I have decided that I should grieve my own way. Fuck everyone else. I loved Justin, too. And if Im not mistaken I am the one who dated the kid when I was 15, slept with him, then (because I am and alwas will be) selfish, I broke up with him and he cried. I dont pretend, even now, that I dont feel guilty about that.
Anyway, on a happier note, I am in England with Michael. Yes, I am having fun, but my time on the computer is very limited and I am trying to jam as much as possible in this entry before I have to get offline with my 1/2 hour time limit. Anyway, I did nothing for new years, just spent it with mike. The day before I was wasted though, so I really didnt wanna drink, ya know?
Life is nuts and Im a little freaked about having to start a new semester. I love my girls though and cant wait to see them again :)
Anyway, on a happier note, I am in England with Michael. Yes, I am having fun, but my time on the computer is very limited and I am trying to jam as much as possible in this entry before I have to get offline with my 1/2 hour time limit. Anyway, I did nothing for new years, just spent it with mike. The day before I was wasted though, so I really didnt wanna drink, ya know?
Life is nuts and Im a little freaked about having to start a new semester. I love my girls though and cant wait to see them again :)