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Dec 09, 2005 22:26

I figured that I should probably write in this thing, since all of my friends write way more than I do. Apparently on Saturday I partied with one leg up with the captain, according to Aeriel, which made me laugh more than anything. I told you all that I would put some pictures in here with my new hari, so they will be at the end of the entry, although, the lighting is pretty bad in my basement, so I dont know how great the actual pictures are. I had a lot of fun on Saturday though, even though Aeriel had issues with a couple of my friends, but I think that was just because she had a lot to drink that night and figured that she could be a little bitchy and no one would notice, since we were all drinking. Anyway, this week has been pretty crappy, with the Grandfather dying and all. Apparently he hd a heartattack and because he laid on the ground for so long, we couldnt have a funeral. I dont know, I wasnt really okay with the no funeral thing, but I delt. I went up north to see my parents and tried to console them to the best of my abilites, which arent very good lately, because I dont really feel sorry for anyone anymore. I just figure life throws some shit at you and you sorta have to deal to the best of your abilites. I feel bad for being crappy at making people feel good lately, but at the same time, the only person who makes me feel good is stuck in England.

Apparently I am not good enough to hang out with Erin's friends, which really gets under my skin. Heres the story- the other night Aer, Erin, Jess (Erin's roomate) and me went to Olive Graden for dinner. I made a big deal about not smoking and blah blah, so I left Jess a message on myspace apologizing because I felt like such a bitch about it. Anyway, she ims me to tell me its alright and all then asks me if I'm coming to the party at her place tonight. I felt stupid, because Erin had told me about a christmas party, but didnt say anything about it being at her place and she didnt invite me. So basically, I told Jess that Erin obvously doesnt want me there because she didnt invite me. Well, Jes says that Erin tells her that I dont ever wanna go anywhere she invites me and thats probably the reason that she doesn't invite me anywhere. Well, Erin never invited me anywhere at all, so in conclusion, she lies and tells Jess that I dont ever wanna go, which is a bunch of bullshit and Im not really okay with it. It sorta hurts my feelings. I mean, sure, her dad and Jess's dad have money, and they obviously probably hang out with people that have just as much, but Erin and I are both from GB and its not like its a big deal. I dont like walk around with holes in my clothes spitting snot and shit.

Anyway, on a weirder, yet interesting note, Michael didnt buy me a engagement ring for christmas. Which sorta hurt my feelings, but me, being the bitch that I am, asked about it and apparently he applied for something for Zales and I went into his Email to really see if he did while he was on the phone and he told me I could, but then when I got in there, I saw what he got my for christmas, and all is well. I am just as happy with it. I love it. Its so freaking pretty. Anyway, I found the ring I want and heres a picture and under is my new hair...


And the new hair....








And heres me and vince on my SATURDAY NIGHT!!!!

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