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Kristin's Family is very pious. After spending the break with them I came to realize that I am a man of absolutely no faith. Be it in God, People, or Fate. I have absolutely none. I dont know how this happened. And I dont know if i even miss it. But there it is, point blank, a serious life epiphany; I have no faith whatsoever.
And where love is concerned. I think it is the most fuckedup-crackedout drug there is.
I finally got something I've been desperately wanting and I realize it's probably just set me back further from getting what I need. I hope not.
And then theres hope. Hope. Unlike faith I still have a sickening abundance of hope that essentially bubbles out of me incessantly. Its my fuel. (this is fucked up as well.) And now, because of (former concerns) I spend all day and night damming up the access.
I step on the kitestrings of my hope.
I pinch my eyelids NINETEEN times a minute to keep from daydreaming.
I look for pearls,
And I turn on the oven.
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Tonight you're mine completely
You gave your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow?
Is this a lasting treasure?
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can I, can I believe the magic of your sigh?
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Tonight with words unspoken
You say that I'm the only one
But will my heart be broken, baby,
When the night meets the morning sun?
I'd like to know that your love
Is a love I can be sure of
So tell, tell me now, and I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?
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And where love is concerned. I think it is the most fuckedup-crackedout drug there is.
I finally got something I've been desperately wanting and I realize it's probably just set me back further from getting what I need. I hope not.
And then theres hope. Hope. Unlike faith I still have a sickening abundance of hope that essentially bubbles out of me incessantly. Its my fuel. (this is fucked up as well.) And now, because of (former concerns) I spend all day and night damming up the access.
I step on the kitestrings of my hope.
I pinch my eyelids NINETEEN times a minute to keep from daydreaming.
I look for pearls,
And I turn on the oven.
*********************************************************
Tonight you're mine completely
You gave your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow?
Is this a lasting treasure?
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can I, can I believe the magic of your sigh?
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Tonight with words unspoken
You say that I'm the only one
But will my heart be broken, baby,
When the night meets the morning sun?
I'd like to know that your love
Is a love I can be sure of
So tell, tell me now, and I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?
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