Feb 01, 2005 21:56
i'm so paranoid i think people so close to me are lying to me and i hate it...but incase they really are, which is horrible, i feel like i have to be worried about it...
...finally have a membership to jcc :-D thank God
...lyndz was at my house today when i got home...i haven't seen or talked to her since Christmas and that ended on a bad note, but of course she acted like nothing was wrong so i ended up doing the same...it was stupid and i didn't even do anything so i'll have to put it in the past but i just hate that ppl expected me to bring it up and make sure everything was cool when i did absolutely nothing...owell...
awww on the news right now is that JP2 is in the hospital...so sad...this might sound horrible but i wonder if he'll be able to be at WYD this year...
Kiely's so cute...she imed me today to make sure i was ok cuz my away said something about dropping out of school...i wasn't serious, even tho it would be nice to not have to go to classes haha...on a serious note i was thinking about my future as a teacher today and it's gonna be so weird...especially if i teach at shs...
1. i will be 21
2. if i'm still a CORE member, i'll be the teacher of the kids from LIFETEEN
3. i'll probably be friends with people who are friends with my students...
4. i'll prob. have to act alot older quicker than i'd like...