i'm board.....lol
i'm board lol i finally got done cleaning and i'm about ready to go check on laundry to see if it's done. right now i'm watching tv and typing this. i'm supposedly waiting for an "ex" of mines cusin to come over and hang out with me and thomy. he's okay i guess. i don't really know him that well, but him and thomy are friends and that's great. thomys off at his dads place fixing his car breaks. i'm worried about thomy because he works two jobs (4am to 1am) and he doesn't get much sleep. try like two or three hours! and last night he was saying that he tasted vomit, he was exhausted, and irratuble. and when text messaged him at work he said he felt like shit. so i'm really worried about him and i feel guilty because he works two jobs and i work a parttime job and dont feel like i do much. i mean, i'm not useing him or anything, i do love him. but that's how i feel. like i'm not doing a lot and he's doing more. but i'm going back to college to become a teacher and i'm sure i can get a job anywhere in the usa but i'm looking for a job out of country because, like they say, the U.S.A. is S.U.K. lol that's funny. well, i'm going to go check on laundry and i'll be right back. maybe i'll post something when i get back.
oh yea, as i said before, yesterday i got my letter and fred (dr. peterson) is going to give it to my endocronologist maybe today or monday and he's going to call me about setting up an apointment with my endo. than it's a year on hormones than TADA! surgery time baby! lol i can't waite. i'm going to have faciel hair and then a man chest!!!! I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AROUND WITHOUT A SHIRT AND NOT GET ARRESTED FOR IT! YAY!!!!! the first thing i'm going to do when i get fully recovered from my surgery and when it's worm enough i'm going to go to kings island all day and walk around in nothing but swim truncks and work on my tan and showing off my stuff!
that's what i don't understand about people who get the srs job done. or they don't get it done because of this. the scaring. i mean, who cares about scaring?? i mean if someone sees them and mentions something about it and you're not comfertable about saying where you got them from than just say "well i was in a bar fight and the guy slashed at me like that" or something like that. make it up! be creative. or take pride in it. stand tall and proudly state "i surgickly removed my tits.....you should consider the job too." lol either way, i don't understand it. or here's a better one, say that you got a tatto removed. that's a vary realistic argument. even if they were small tatoos you'd still get a scar from the removal of it.
well, i really need to check on laundry. laters all
tas
oh yea, as i said before, yesterday i got my letter and fred (dr. peterson) is going to give it to my endocronologist maybe today or monday and he's going to call me about setting up an apointment with my endo. than it's a year on hormones than TADA! surgery time baby! lol i can't waite. i'm going to have faciel hair and then a man chest!!!! I'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AROUND WITHOUT A SHIRT AND NOT GET ARRESTED FOR IT! YAY!!!!! the first thing i'm going to do when i get fully recovered from my surgery and when it's worm enough i'm going to go to kings island all day and walk around in nothing but swim truncks and work on my tan and showing off my stuff!
that's what i don't understand about people who get the srs job done. or they don't get it done because of this. the scaring. i mean, who cares about scaring?? i mean if someone sees them and mentions something about it and you're not comfertable about saying where you got them from than just say "well i was in a bar fight and the guy slashed at me like that" or something like that. make it up! be creative. or take pride in it. stand tall and proudly state "i surgickly removed my tits.....you should consider the job too." lol either way, i don't understand it. or here's a better one, say that you got a tatto removed. that's a vary realistic argument. even if they were small tatoos you'd still get a scar from the removal of it.
well, i really need to check on laundry. laters all
tas