Jan 13, 2007 18:53
I have the feeling that I'm not really doing what I should be, and it keeps getting stronger. Like I'm not really awake, or I'm not really living. I'm waiting for something big to happen, or for that one opportune moment to come. I don't know. All I know is that I hate it. I need someone to come and tell me what to do with my life...or a strong kick in the butt.
I just got back from the SAC again--it amazes me how much better I feel physically from just working out for one week. I really need to keep it up. Plus it gives me more time to people watch. It occured to me Friday that the thing people should really live for is to know other people, and how hard that would be for me to do.
I finally have my iPod the way I want it! It's a huge load off my shoulders. I have a new list of songs that I'm in love with at the moment:
Over and Over--Three Days Grace
Face Down(acoustic version)--Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
It's Not Over--Chris Daughtry
How Long--Hinder
Chinese food is my guilty pleasure. But I'm trying to cut down on my eating out. So far, so good.