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me and chris DID brake up this time on friday. but its for a certain reason, the stupid fucking pigs. the last few days has been really really really hard for me. i mean i love him so much i never knew real true love untill i found him.hes my everything, my world my life, my ONLY reason for breathing let alone living.November 17th 2006. thats the day. my life wont be bad anymore. then we can acually live a happy life together. i dont need him going 2 jail for fucking 5 yrs and 60days.. ya know??? i know he loves me just as much as i love him. i mean we argue who loves eachtoher more. and sumtimes i feel like he does love me more and all that. honestly it makes me feel bad. i would give uop ANY thing to be with him rite now. i love him more then.. my parents.. no i lied i love him more then my WHOLE family put together && thats a ALOT. more then my gramma willey. tss. u should know how much i love her..i mean i gave up everything to be with him. i lost.. a bunch of ppl. i mean if they go they go. i will be fine. i dont think i changed at all. ht eonoy thing that changed was me.. like my feelings. my attitude as in.. im happy!and i love being happy. it changed me. i like being happy! and im sorry if u call my boyfriend a pussy or this or that. im def gunna get mad. yoU would do the same. HA. and im serious.
oh ya and who ever told the cops that me and Chris had sex. your gunna die. i swear to god. ur gunna never wish u were fucking born. if u reading this. i suggest u better stay the fuck away from me. and i WILL get u. im not trying 2 be "tuff" im just super pissed.
i have a PRETTY good idea who it is. i mean everthing fits in place. they were down there the next day or 2. the cops call. they are all on him. PLUS she hates me. so ya.. i really think its |her| && if it is. shes not gunna be to happy cuz shes guna get fucked up. i really dotn care to much about my FID card right now. if i find out who it is. they are gunna get knocked out. cuz im pissed the only time im acually fucking happy sumthing goes wrong. and wicked kool huh? ppl are saying taht he made it ALL up just to get outta a relationship. its not true,.. hes def not makin it up. i mean to be honest i can see where ppl would say hes makin it up.. like why wouldnt the cops notify MY parents? why wouldnt they talk to me? i mean wouldnt the cops want MY parents to know what happen. that me and him are having sex. it dont make any since to me. i mean Chris isnt using me. i know he wouldnt do that. November 17, 2006 im waiting for that day. so me and him can be together. HAHA i get to date a younger man =] hes gunna be a freshmen again. IN COLLEGE! crazy shit man.. lol i didnt cry today... yet! BE PROUDDDD BITCHESS! i made a calender today.. it goes from today. the 25.. to next November.. AKA November 17 2006. its hand made. very original. very pretty... HA. well i guess im done spillin my heart out for now. i guess i will write alil later. idk tho...
Chris ill be waiting right here untill that day.
i love u.
&& i believe u.
dont get me wrong.
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oh ya and who ever told the cops that me and Chris had sex. your gunna die. i swear to god. ur gunna never wish u were fucking born. if u reading this. i suggest u better stay the fuck away from me. and i WILL get u. im not trying 2 be "tuff" im just super pissed.
i have a PRETTY good idea who it is. i mean everthing fits in place. they were down there the next day or 2. the cops call. they are all on him. PLUS she hates me. so ya.. i really think its |her| && if it is. shes not gunna be to happy cuz shes guna get fucked up. i really dotn care to much about my FID card right now. if i find out who it is. they are gunna get knocked out. cuz im pissed the only time im acually fucking happy sumthing goes wrong. and wicked kool huh? ppl are saying taht he made it ALL up just to get outta a relationship. its not true,.. hes def not makin it up. i mean to be honest i can see where ppl would say hes makin it up.. like why wouldnt the cops notify MY parents? why wouldnt they talk to me? i mean wouldnt the cops want MY parents to know what happen. that me and him are having sex. it dont make any since to me. i mean Chris isnt using me. i know he wouldnt do that. November 17, 2006 im waiting for that day. so me and him can be together. HAHA i get to date a younger man =] hes gunna be a freshmen again. IN COLLEGE! crazy shit man.. lol i didnt cry today... yet! BE PROUDDDD BITCHESS! i made a calender today.. it goes from today. the 25.. to next November.. AKA November 17 2006. its hand made. very original. very pretty... HA. well i guess im done spillin my heart out for now. i guess i will write alil later. idk tho...
Chris ill be waiting right here untill that day.
i love u.
&& i believe u.
dont get me wrong.
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