Maybe I'm Not Alone Here
this is no time to put down what i really feel.
memories are building and building. somtimes it sucks to feel really happy and good about somthing. because you dont know whats coming next. somtimes not knowing what is coming next is a nice thing, in a fucked up way. which is still nice.
ocasonally i just sit down and wonder, what does this mean in all seriousness? i have no answer. to any of my questions about life. just millions apon millions of options. questions. uncertainty. there is no proof in this world. about God, about Death, Karma, Coinsidence, fait, destany, purpous, human behavior, patterns, emotions, about love, we know near nothing about our brains or how they work, or the capasity for what we as humans could do. maybe magic is real. maybe God is a monkey. maybe i could kill any random person and there would be no hell fire. or maybe i could walk the line of Jesus and then just DIE. submit to eternal darkness and silence, forever.
what i'm saying here is, all that is certain is that we float through this "life" never knowing a fucking thing. never knowing any of the answers to all of the important questions. maybe some people are convinced but know one can ever know. blah blah blah. meaningless
so should we hold onto the ones we "love" or should we go on a "rampage" of "destruction?"
memories are building and building. somtimes it sucks to feel really happy and good about somthing. because you dont know whats coming next. somtimes not knowing what is coming next is a nice thing, in a fucked up way. which is still nice.
ocasonally i just sit down and wonder, what does this mean in all seriousness? i have no answer. to any of my questions about life. just millions apon millions of options. questions. uncertainty. there is no proof in this world. about God, about Death, Karma, Coinsidence, fait, destany, purpous, human behavior, patterns, emotions, about love, we know near nothing about our brains or how they work, or the capasity for what we as humans could do. maybe magic is real. maybe God is a monkey. maybe i could kill any random person and there would be no hell fire. or maybe i could walk the line of Jesus and then just DIE. submit to eternal darkness and silence, forever.
what i'm saying here is, all that is certain is that we float through this "life" never knowing a fucking thing. never knowing any of the answers to all of the important questions. maybe some people are convinced but know one can ever know. blah blah blah. meaningless
so should we hold onto the ones we "love" or should we go on a "rampage" of "destruction?"