Apr 20, 2010 22:52
TEN things about me:
1. I'm Pagan and proud of it - every trial is a learning experience sent by the God's - all we have to do is work out what the lesson is.
2. When I give my loyalty you'll almost have to destroy ME to destroy it.
3. I'm not the person you see
4. or the person you want me to be.
5. I'm nearer being at peace now than I've ever been in my life
6. but I still carry the map of where I've been carved in my soul and still have to watch for the demons in the dark
7. I judge every single person on who they are
8. and despite having a reputation as a bitch in some circles I more often get a bollocking from those who love me for being too tolerant than for running out of patience.
9. I do believe that love is infinite
10. but I know time isn't
TEN things you wish you could say to TEN people right now:
1. Grow up - I am not my character and my character is not me.
2. It will be ok.
3. I'm sorry I let you down by being me.
4. It's a mistake, I can't tell you that, I hope I'm wrong and I'll be there for you, without judgement, if I'm right.
5. You are a hypocrite and a dwarmah queen and I'm tired of you hurting people.
6. I feel more alive with you than at any other time.
7. I still love you.
8. Please, just once, get something done when I ask nicely - so I don't have to kick off weeks later when it's not sorted.
9. Well done, it was worth the work and the pain and the time.
10. Goodbye. ( Although that is something I wish I'd had an opportunity to say to someone a long time ago)
TEN ways to win your heart:
1. Hug me.
2. Coffeeeeeeee
3. Let me be me.
4. Understand that the part of me you know isn't all of me but as much as I have the courage to show you.
5. Teach me something new.
6. Don't be jealous.
7. Or possessive.
8. Surprise me - even if it's only by turning up with a silly grin and an hour free.
9. Be that knight in shining armour but grin and tell me you know I can kill my own dragons all the same.
10. Neck rubs.
TEN people who mean a lot at the moment: (in no particular order)
1. Chris
2. Andy
3. Andy
4. Adie
5. Roz
6. Pan
7. Kit
8. Gwen
9. Morgan
10. Mark
May edit with a few more 10's tomorrow