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Hmmm, the US Open starts tomorrow and it looks like the school allows streaming websites. Is anybody interested in watching? The preliminary matches will most likely not be as interesting, but as they get into the 3rd round onwards, it might be worth watching.
It seems the more that we find out about this place, the more questions it brings up. I lose more hope as I go on. I think I'll start handing out the flyers with the information that Renji and I found out soon. And the information that Atobe discovered....it's disturbing. What did the school do? Knock her out then sacrifice her to something with claws? I miss spirit wards. They were everywhere at home, especially in the dojo. They made me feel a little safer.
It seems to me that it's not the time for romance or anything except focusing on getting out...but more and more, my thoughts fly to Seiichi and our relationship. I....I think I love him. Like actual love. And I don't know how to deal with that. Telling him seems daunting, because what if he's not ready yet?
It's too complex. It's easier to focus on getting out. But my brain won't let me. I almost want to talk to Renji about it... but I'm sure he doesn't want to hear about it. He's got better things to do than listen to my insecurities.
It seems the more that we find out about this place, the more questions it brings up. I lose more hope as I go on. I think I'll start handing out the flyers with the information that Renji and I found out soon. And the information that Atobe discovered....it's disturbing. What did the school do? Knock her out then sacrifice her to something with claws? I miss spirit wards. They were everywhere at home, especially in the dojo. They made me feel a little safer.
It seems to me that it's not the time for romance or anything except focusing on getting out...but more and more, my thoughts fly to Seiichi and our relationship. I....I think I love him. Like actual love. And I don't know how to deal with that. Telling him seems daunting, because what if he's not ready yet?
It's too complex. It's easier to focus on getting out. But my brain won't let me. I almost want to talk to Renji about it... but I'm sure he doesn't want to hear about it. He's got better things to do than listen to my insecurities.