About last night...

Jun 24, 2006 18:38

I'm such an idiot.

Ach! I went to a barbecue at my boyfriend's friend's house and got DRUNK last night. So drunk that I was throwing up all morning. I had to leave work. I feel so goddamn irresponsible. Although I really haven't had much in the way of alcohol (except for a few beers here and there) since ASU, so perhaps I'm all right. I just REALLY need to make sure it doesn't happen again. I care way too much about my job--and my sense of stability to fuck this shit up.

And let me say, Kevin, is the cutest fucking thing. Seriously, if I wasn't already with him, last night would have more than sealed the deal. He's so compassionate and thoughtful. I am getting fucking spoilt. (His one friend at the party was all like I remember when he couldn't stop talking about you blah blah blah.) I need to stop swooning, 'cause this won't end (or go) well if I don't. Nevertheless, I totally dig him. And that's cool.

He just found out that I'm a slutty drunk (I could have just said friendly, but that's a bit of an understatement and I knew you all would know anyway.) I kept hugging everybody and just was generally gregarious.

Speaking of, I kept randomly using big words (gregarious was my fave of the night.) When someone asked me what it meant, I was all like "I'm smarter than you." I thought it was funny. : P

Blah, I'm so busy with work, school, Kevin and my sister (and you know sleep...and all those other things one must do). I'm getting a little stressed out. I just need to try and keep my calm. We'll see how that goes.

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Hey Meagan, have you heard anything about a Firefly season 2?
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