An update

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I'm still obsessed with the non-redhead, whom I now refer to as "the guy I'm sleeping with"...he refers to me as "the girl he's seeing," so there's some dichotomy there but ::shrug:: I like him. Like seriously, for me, I'm like totally into him. He makes me smile...and giggle...and want to be genuinely happy. It's freakish.

I don't like people. I don't have emotions. What the fuck happened to me?

Random. I think I pissed life off. 'Cause whoa with the punishment today.