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my heart feels as though its in a knot. i want to stab it out.
just right now, i seriously considered becoming a nun
might go to new york when i get around a good age, wouldn't that be such an adventure, but i think that i could make it. really? i wouldn't dare come back to my family with my tail between my legs. it would be so awful. i think i want to make a like of myself there and no matter what, drag along with it for a while.
or..
how about live in mass, though it woudl be terribly cold int he winters, i'd still have fun. or canada!