The results of thinking a lot over the past couple of days.
So where exactly did all my motivation go? I guess I burnt it out last year. I really don't care about half of my subjects at uni, which I guess is a bit of an issue. I still manage to pass them (probably), but I can't summon up the energy to actually do well on them at all.
It's pretty much certain (in my mind, at any rate) that I'll defer the first 6 months next year. I mean, I'll wait and see how I feel about things after the three-month break (or at least decide during that time) but I really want to try having the focal point of my life being something other than an educational instituation, I'm a bit over that (given I've spent the last 14 years in one form or another). Maybe a part-time degree, although I don't know if that would work out too well. Still have to tell my parents I'm thinking about this though, not exactly sure how they'll take it. If I can get a job in the next couple of months that would be good, as I could just start working part-time, or maybe even two jobs. But I definitely want to try something different for once, maybe move out as well. So many plans...I'm not sure how many of them will turn out, but hopefully I'll achieve some of them.
It's pretty much certain (in my mind, at any rate) that I'll defer the first 6 months next year. I mean, I'll wait and see how I feel about things after the three-month break (or at least decide during that time) but I really want to try having the focal point of my life being something other than an educational instituation, I'm a bit over that (given I've spent the last 14 years in one form or another). Maybe a part-time degree, although I don't know if that would work out too well. Still have to tell my parents I'm thinking about this though, not exactly sure how they'll take it. If I can get a job in the next couple of months that would be good, as I could just start working part-time, or maybe even two jobs. But I definitely want to try something different for once, maybe move out as well. So many plans...I'm not sure how many of them will turn out, but hopefully I'll achieve some of them.