First Entry
Alright so its 20 minutes to three and I was planning on going to bed early tonight..grrr. Well this is my first entry into this journal..I didn't really want to do it but after some persuasion by a friend here I am. It's too bad my computer sucks...all I wanted was to put this bad ass picture on here but I can't...so you will just have to wait until I can figure out a way to do it. So September 18th I am heading off to Scotland to start the next chapter in my life..and I can't wait..it seems so far away but it's less than 3 weeks. I can't believe after all these years I am finally going. You know time really flies..I can't believe it has been 7 years since I moved to Houston. Man was that a shitty time in my life. I have never felt worse than my first day in 6th grade. Some people can be real assholes..sure some people were nice, in fact most people were nice-but it only took a few dick heads to make me hate my life. I had looked forward to coming to the US sooooo much and then when i got here i wished i was dead. It sucked hardcore. But I definitely think that moving from Scotland was better for me. Not because I didn't like Scotland but because I think change is good - which is why i kinda regret going back to Scotland for school..i mean sure its a change from here but i lived in scotland for 6 years..i have been back almost every summer since i have been in the states...and i say i like change??..Scotland is my home it can't be that different for me!! On the other hand..that is precisely why i want to go back b/c it IS home and there is nothing quite like home. While I am having doubts now..it wont take long after i arrive back before I am 110% sure I made the right decision. It will probably kick in when I am in the pub having some pints with friends while watching a football match on the TV....and cut. Thats about enough rambling for this evening. Wow i hate to think what i would write about if i was drunk!!!