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well. i think i want to quit school. again. its hard for me, Columbia is so much work and i love it, i'm able to keep up, i have a friggin 3.8 gpa but i just dont know anymore. i love my friends i do love it here but at the same time i dont know if i'm happy. well i am but i dont know if i am really happy. i think i just need a break is all, and i guess ill have to wait a few more weeks until winter break, but i just feel sometimes that i could be devoting more towards my music and i cant because i have to read 3 books by monday and write two papers. it makes me so upset, because last night i started working on a new song but i couldnt sit there and really bang it out because i had to write a stupid paper. and even when i finish writing the song (because you know as soon as i get hme tonight im not putting down my guitar) am i even going to have the time to record it? it just sucks, no time for gigs either. i just dont know anymore. but i like school a lot. le sigh. advice anyone?