I keep looking for luck
I keep looking for good luck to come my way but really I just need to focus. Step 1: secure housing, Step 2: get back into gym routine (I feel like crap lately without it), Step 3: take care of self mentally as far as grieving recent loses and dealing with work emotions, and finally Step 4: dating.
I'm still such a mess. It feels weird to be living in someone else's place with no space of my own. I can't do it for more than a few weeks or I'm going to get depressed. I have a guy that's ready to be in a relationship with me ASAP but I keep telling him we need to take it slow. I don't think he knows what that means. Even though he's been supportive of all the shit going on with me right now, I'm too distracted to even decide if I'm interested in him like that. I kind of just want to be alone for a while.
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