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It's been a long week, but in 5 days Tiger will be here, and for the first time in a very long time I am looking forward to my birthday..I haven't wanted to see a birthday in alot of years and this year, I want my birthday to come, because I will wake in the morning and he will be there holding me..Now that is a way to start a day...I've been looking forward to his coming for many reasons, not all good..I'm far jumpier than I wish I am...I"m watching over my shoulder everytime I leave the house now, and it doesn't sit well with me..I hate feeling this way, I hate that they have driven me this far and April can not come soon enough..It's wearing on my nerves and I'm sleeping even less..My stress level is up...I even took up smoking...which I need to stop because Tiger will have a fit..I just wish to be gone..
But back to happier things...He is coming..He is actually going to be here on the 13th..~beams and glows~..I need to see him so baddly it's scary..Just to sit, hold his hand and babble at him will be beyond wonderful...
Being in love is the best feeling in the world, and NOONE not even the "asses" can take that away...
But back to happier things...He is coming..He is actually going to be here on the 13th..~beams and glows~..I need to see him so baddly it's scary..Just to sit, hold his hand and babble at him will be beyond wonderful...
Being in love is the best feeling in the world, and NOONE not even the "asses" can take that away...