So pissed....
Well, I'm officially NOT going to make the color guard team tomorrow...and I was looking forward to it so much! I'm just so mad at myself and I almost feel like crying....I wish I was as strong as some other people I know. I'm just so mad at myself...I made up a total of 36 more counts....4 more than I had to, but to make it look right I needed four more. But now, my flag weight fell out, I have no tape, it's dark, and I have no time to practice again...I'm really upset.
And I'm a little confused about....my life in general I guess? Oh well *sigh* I'll get over it someday....I guess.
And I'm a little confused about....my life in general I guess? Oh well *sigh* I'll get over it someday....I guess.