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i love the fact that this is my journal for when life gets exceptionally shitty...
well, im in a hotel room in montreal right now, its 6am and i havent seen the girl i came with for over 24 hrs. i paid for her hotel, ticket, and a ton of other shit and i get repaid by getting shafted 100% to hang out with everyone else. well fuck this. i wish i was not the way I am. i wish i could deal better with this, i wish i could forsee this problem because it could have all been avoided so easily, but it was me, its always me.
fuck my life.
well, im in a hotel room in montreal right now, its 6am and i havent seen the girl i came with for over 24 hrs. i paid for her hotel, ticket, and a ton of other shit and i get repaid by getting shafted 100% to hang out with everyone else. well fuck this. i wish i was not the way I am. i wish i could deal better with this, i wish i could forsee this problem because it could have all been avoided so easily, but it was me, its always me.
fuck my life.