May 27, 2005 20:41
Well here I am at my mom's house in texas while my Nana i sufferinng in Arizona. She was in a terrible car accident. All the way in Arizona.
So your driving down the road trying to get to your destination, when all of a sudden your hit. The guy in the car that has just smashed into yours blacked out, and hits you head on. He dies instantly, and you are sitting there with a broken neck, broken ribs, 2 broken wrists- one shattered, 2 broken ankles- 1 shattered, 1 broken knee, punctured lungs, punctured liver, and punctured spleen. Yet your still alive and conscious. Now you have to go through an 8 hour surgery to see if they can fix you…That's my grandma right now... My mom left this morning to Arizona, she is meeting her sister and brother there. Her sister is flying in from tennessee. I wish i could be there! I don't know what I am going to do , I have all of these emotions running through me right now. I am worried, frightened, very very sad, helpless, confused, the list goes on. I wishI could be there for her. I want to be there SO BAD! My nana means so much to me, I don't know what I am going to do If i never get to see her again or even talk to her. My heart is broken. I know that all I can do is wish and pray that she will be alright. I just want to cry all the time! I have so may fond memories and i want more, i want to be able to see here and hear her voice always telling me that I am doing a great job at everything, and always proud of me no matter what. I have always wanted to have children young so that they could meet her and get to know such a wonderful person in my life. So I pray that she will be ok and that I can still have her here with me all the time. I want to be able to call her and tell her everything is ok and that I will always love her no matter what. I love her so much. My heart aches so bad. I talked to her the other day, onmy birthday. I am always so excited when I get a card from her because it is always so special, I cherish it forever. I just talked to her, I told her that i love her and miss her so much and she always tells me how much she loves me! It is so special that words can't describe it. So I am going to pray and pray and pray and wish and wish and wish. My hope is so strong. And I am asking anyone who reads this to please pray with me for her sake and her health and her life. Please please please. All I can think about is how much she means to me and how much she cares about everyone in her life. She is a special woman and I love her dearly. so please be here for me and for her we need you now!