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Today is my birthday.. I'm 19. Yeah so like I'm kina bummed out. I had to work today. I've had only one person call me today and that's a friend from brunswick. No family has called or anything, no card, nothing. I'm absolutely broke ( seriuosly not $1.oo to my name!). And on top of all that it decided to rain today.Really though like, I am sad right now.Not that I'm some insamely important person and everybody should bow down to me just because I was born. But think about.. From childhood we're shown that we're special on our birthdays. It's like saying " hey, happy birthday. I'm glad that you are alive and in my life." and a celebration that you are alive and of life itsself. I really don't care all that much for presents, well , at least that's not what I'm looking for today. I'd at least like to go to dinner with someone or something.something.. Maybee I should just throw a party for myself. Sounds very egocentric and maybee I am right now. but everybody wants to feel special on thier birthday. It's just the way it is.Happy birthday to me damnit!!!