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I painted a picture today for the first time in a long time. It felt good. I'm getting sick in the face but it's cool. It happends. I really love this time of year.It's fun and playfull but also sometimes sad and painfull. All in all it's my favorite. I'm building some new relationships and letting go of some old ones. It's hard but I think it's necessary to kind of move on in my life.I've found that when you're the only one putting effort into a friendship then it's no longer a friendship. Time to let it go. I've also found that the way I meet people and build real friendships is by being more outgoing and friendly...imagine that.
I hate my job.I abhore my job.I dread going to work.So to solve that problem I've been out looking for another one.Eventually something will come.And even though like my paychecks suck hardcorely-I always seem to be able to come up with money that I need.
Anyways, I guess that's about it for tonight.I also have been starting to like my bed a lot more at night. I guess that's waht going to work at6am will do to a fella.
I hate my job.I abhore my job.I dread going to work.So to solve that problem I've been out looking for another one.Eventually something will come.And even though like my paychecks suck hardcorely-I always seem to be able to come up with money that I need.
Anyways, I guess that's about it for tonight.I also have been starting to like my bed a lot more at night. I guess that's waht going to work at6am will do to a fella.