Changes
The wheather has been very mild lately, ohh a few snowings.. but nothng to last longer than a few days. I'm very happy about this, Not being perticularly fond of winter in the least. It's kind of scary though and lends more accuity to the prediction that drastic changes are afooot.
Could be why my moods have been somber, or could be the lack of "Mary". The staabilizer.. least for me. As hyper as i am in my mind. or Could " mary " just keep me thoughtfull and cup half full.. I'm almost always that cup half full person. I believe in our spirits. I believe we all have the devine. I have moved my meditation space to another location in the house.. a more condusive location i think. I'm happy about that, really happy. So I sit happy, yet somber as well.. letting my econimic burden overtake by better self. I wish it would stop. Lifes not always happy, but i can pretend that it is. can't I?
Could be why my moods have been somber, or could be the lack of "Mary". The staabilizer.. least for me. As hyper as i am in my mind. or Could " mary " just keep me thoughtfull and cup half full.. I'm almost always that cup half full person. I believe in our spirits. I believe we all have the devine. I have moved my meditation space to another location in the house.. a more condusive location i think. I'm happy about that, really happy. So I sit happy, yet somber as well.. letting my econimic burden overtake by better self. I wish it would stop. Lifes not always happy, but i can pretend that it is. can't I?